Hey you my love!!

Hey you my love
Why do you fly away from me?
Making me jest at myself-
a joke ,a pain and agony.

Hey you my love
Why do you make me waver and wander,
making me cruel to myself-
a scrutiny ,a criticism and analysis.

Hey you my love
why then ,do you  come back to me?
is it to reaffirm my faith?
peace, freedom and serenity.