It's just a matter of time

The wheel of  time
paces up to crush my soul
I'm down like a beaten boxer ,
fallen flat and helpless..
I fear I'll lose the game
I hear the tick- tock of  my heart 
 running against time
like a now or never game..
It's just a matter of time
that will  lose my time to time.....

I hear my opponent shriek and
 growl in my ear
his win imminent and certain...
I hear his footsteps coming
I feel  his breath near my shoulder,
I feel his cold hands on my throat 
I bleed..
I feel beaten...
 blue and black.
 It's just a matter of time
that will  lose my time to time.....

I feel a struggle inside me
I want to get up and fight again
I want to win
I want my time back..
I feel it was a fixed game
and  had to lose...
It's just a matter of time
that will  lose my time to time.....