Wake up

Like a robot, I lived a mechanical life

-mundane, monotonous

 boring

the usual

titter-tatter-

no hopes and  no smiles.

With just a little taste of life,

Some fun unplanned,

I desire the undesired, the undreamed.

I feel ecstatic as you drench me with love

I fly over the mountains as a skylark would.

 I see a rising sun behind the darkness of the night

I  carry your touch , our fragrance everywhere I go.

The life is new now.

A new me waking up

like a circular loop of

the cigarette smoke

-excitingly dangerous.

each heart beat

instructing me

to wake up.