we made it

I tried hard to say no.
I tried hard to say yes.
A dilemma in my heart-
my mind thwarting ,crying  loudly
to get hold of myself,
like a little schoolgirl
unaware of what she wants..

I tried hard to say yes.
I tried hard to say no.
A sprinkle of soulful love-
A great bearhug , shunned away
only for a micro second,
a change of heart...
a change of mind...


I tried hard to say no.
I tried to say no.
To the feelings hidden,
emotions untouched,
loved,carressed,all over
unrestricted,uninhibited
I finally said yes,
I finally gave in,
I finally learnt to live.